Hi everyone!
I notice those on my social media who make a point to "heart"/"love" my posts, stories, pictures, etc. rather than just clicking "like". I notice it and I genuinely appreciate it. It actually means something to me. It helps encourage me.
I've been through a lot of hardship in my life and it's been difficult at times as I've been re-entering modelling. I've been searching for work as I'm currently freelance, though I don't really want to stay freelance. I appreciate all those who've answered my questions as I've been looking for work. I need the help.
But my scouring the net has paid off somewhat. I've already done two photoshoots last month and I'm still awaiting the photos, I've been trying to sell my artwork and other stuff online on Facebook and Kijiji, I've done a photoshoot for JEVGLAM this month and there are two more photoshoots booked coming up soon, and other potential shoots. I have an audition this week and I've applied for other local acting jobs too. Some are met with disappointment. I've been networking online using social media. There are some who've not responded to my emails and left me hanging which can be a bit frustrating and discouraging. But I'm not wasting my time. Like the Sade song I've got to "Keep Looking" as I seem to continually search for modelling and acting jobs amongst everything else.
It's not easy starting out again. It's even harder seeing those I worked with years ago who appear to be flourishing in their career. Whereas in contrast I feel like a loser because a series of unfortunate events came my way instead of success; especially how I left modelling in 2014 when it was going so good for me and I felt so close to achieving my big dreams. Then life was interrupted...
I feel like my compassion was taken advantage of, that I was never appreciated enough for everything I gave up to help others. They didn't appreciate me... but God sees. I felt like I had no one... but God had me. God sees me. Somehow God will see me through, though I don't know how yet. It remains mystery to me but it won't stay a mystery.
"The Lord lifts up the humble and downtrodden; He casts the wicked down to the ground." - Psalm 147:6 AMPC
I have at least one advantage in this "new beginning". I am not starting out from scratch. I have experience and more wisdom this time around. But it is easy to feel alone. So I really do appreciate the help and support. I just wanted to share my appreciation to all of you out there online who follow me on social media.
Thank you and God bless. Take care!
Below is a BTS (Behind The Scenes) picture of me from the JEVGLAM photoshoot.
A link to my Kijiji ads --> https://www.kijiji.ca/o-profile/1026086516/listings/1
Link to my Facebook Marketplace --> https://www.facebook.com/marketplace/profile/100025826723034/?ref=share_attachment
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Also a link to JEVGLAM's Instagram --> https://www.instagram.com/jevglamstore/
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